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Bolster Augury

Tags: serene, delighted, happy
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Imperturbable

Tags: envious, satisfied, guilty
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Meretricious Plea

Tags: hurt, calm, guilty
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Resonance Equanimity

Tags: satisfied, bored, anxious
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Valorous Equivocal

Tags: polite, happy, hurt
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Dissolution

Tags: content, powerless, loving
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Exculpate

Tags: tense, relaxed, frustrated
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Requisite Valorous

Tags: polite, satisfied, courageous
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Cabal

Tags: happy, courageous, stressed
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Incongruous Immutable Travail

Tags: annoyed, content, pleased
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