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Efficacy Autocrat Invincible

Tags: despairing, helpless, annoyed
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Ignominious Veracious Imperturbable

Tags: irritated, annoyed, affectionate
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Demagogue

Tags: trusting, disappointed, friendly
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Permeate Itinerant

Tags: guilty, pleased, joyful
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Inveigh

Tags: tense, hurt, embarrassed
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Reiterate Repast Perfunctory

Tags: happy, polite, relived
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Cursory

Tags: frustrated, envious, amused
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Mettlesome Immaculate

Tags: annoyed, helpless, bored
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Aggravate

Tags: surprised, embarrassed, delighted
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Reverent

Tags: shameful, fearful, hopeful
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