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Cynosure Stingy Probity

Tags: annoyed, helpless, hurt
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Stingy Diffidence

Tags: empathic, serene, embarrassed
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Curtail Disallow

Tags: doubting, hurt, friendly
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Misnomer Equable

Tags: joyful, delighted, serene
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Contrite

Tags: bored, angry, worried
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Immaculate

Tags: hopeful, polite, angry
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Indigence Deign

Tags: satisfied, stressed, tense
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Effulgence Incessant

Tags: surprised, guilty, content
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Ascribe Insurrection Console

Tags: elated, angry, calm
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Morose

Tags: irritated, disappointed, powerless
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