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Panacea Languid

Tags: serene, loving, angry
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Insouciant

Tags: annoyed, relaxed, friendly
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Verbiage

Tags: anxious, angry, disappointed
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Trite Reactionary Concur

Tags: hurt, disappointed, polite
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Vigilant

Tags: irritated, polite, envious
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Contumacious Indulgent Oblique

Tags: worried, amused, doubting
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Diffident Squalid

Tags: amused, prideful, joyful
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Miscreant Deplete Terse

Tags: excited, lonely, content
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Amalgamate Adamant Infuse

Tags: despairing, trusting, anxious
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Assiduous Punctilious Gainsay

Tags: interested, helpless, polite
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